Jason Rockz = Music teacher??

Yea...start working as a part time music teacher this month. Now teaching at Mama Treble Clef Studio at Carrefour, Sri Petaling. The boss and the principal are so friendly and they being quite nice to me. Lol..I always chit chat with the boss when I'm free. He always shared his experience and talk about the local music scence. Since I'm still in the learning stage, I only teach the beginner and lower intermediate level. Currently...only 2 students under me and I also help other teachers do replacement class. Lol..meet different students while doing this replacement class..from 9-25 year old..quite funny tho. Yup...principal promise me that will help me get more students under me as possible...so..I can get higher salary. Currently, my salary is 50% of every student's monthly fees.

Actually..found that my monthly allowance is not enough to me. So, I have to find a part time job but cant work for fix time. So, working as part time music teacher is the best choice for me and..it's my interest as well.. Not bad right? can work what I like and at the same time earn some money. Besides, I can borrow as many books as I like frome the music center. So, I can learn more without wasting money to buy new books. And...teaching the students can help me improve my skills as well...since I lack of time to practice. Now I can make use of my time to practice more while teaching. Yea, I have to take part some performacen which organize by my music center also. Not bad huh?

ya..forgotten to tell you guys..I'm teaching guitar(acoustic,classical,electric) on every Saturday.. So if you guys interested to learn from me..just go to Mama Treble Clef Studio and book my time..just tell them you want Jason to teach...haha^^



inside Mama Treble Clef Studio

I'm Sick!!

haiz.....seldom have this serious kind of sick since 6 months ago. That time was having lung infection and cause me lay down on the bed for few days. This time don't know what I have eaten..cause me Diarrhea and vomit for whole night. The next day, got headache, dehydration and muscle pain..was sleeping for whole day...don't feel like wake up. Now, I can't sleep because have been slept for around 16 hours just now.. Maybe what my parents said were true...I always lack of sleep so when sickness strike on me...I will easily down and need more sleeps...

anyway,I'm feeling better now...hopefully I can get well soon..

Charco!!

Finally...gave back the Charco to Cembery. Charco has been accompanying me for 1 month++. Anything I also tell Charco...no matter sad or happy stuff. If Charco alive..really hope that it can deliver what I want to say to Cembery. Lol..I rather talk to a soft toy than telling Cembery..why I so useless huh?

Charco...can you tell her how I feel?? Goodbye Charco...

*everything is end here.....*

I'm weak!!

thought I'm very tough but.....in the end I'm weak inside..when can I heal myself back??

be TOUGH Jason!! your Tremonti is always by your side and so does your One Inch Closer.

the love which I shouldn't keep anymore..do I have to cry for you? T.T



Do I Have to Cry For You - Nick Carter
Don't wanna close the door,
Don't wanna give up on it
Don't wanna fight no more,
We'll find the way around it
Where's the love we had?...
We can make it last

Tell me what I gotta be,
Tell me what you wanna do
'Cause I can't live my life
The way you want me to
You know I can't go on
Living like we do
Do I have to cry for you?
Do I have to cry for you?

So tell me what it's for,
If there's no winner in it?
Nobody's keeping score,
Let's start from the beginning
Can we make it last
Where’s the love we had

Tell me what I gotta be,
Tell me what you wanna do
'Cause I can't live my life
The way you want me to
You know I can't go on
Living like we do
Do I have to cry for you?
Do I have to cry for you?

Do I gotta stay in the cold of night
Till the morning light, yeah
Do I have to say
I will let you get away

What I gotta be,
Tell me what you wanna do
'Cause I can't live my life
The way you want me to
You know I can't go on
Living like we do
Do I have to cry for you?
Yeah

Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Oh no
You know I can't go on
Living like we do
Do I have to cry for you?
Do I have to cry for you?

The Answer~~

I know..God have given me the answer few months ago..why I still stubborn??..told myself that I can change everything but I'm too weak..useless...

God..give me more courage to move on and so does Cembery too... From now on, nobody will make you sad, cry and disappointed. Wish you have a better future...I'll disappear from your sight and you won't see me anymore.. Hope that you will understand me one day....

"If I wasn't such a fool,
Right now I'll be holding you,
There's nothing that I couldn't do,
Baby if you only knew..."

lyrics taken from Without you-Jason..

whole again

like this song recently. It's my favorite since I'm 17. Rock and touching...who say rocker can't sing love song?? lol.. This song sung by local band tho..support local music scence^^ local rock never die!!

Edge Of Fire - Whole Again lyrics

I will love u till the day I die
I would tell u how much I'll need u everyday
for my life long to love some one like u
with a heart silhouetted the perfect passion

I would try to be a better lover
I don't care if I lose my all
cause it's u I've been dreamin' for this life time
so here's my heart ,waitin' for u to take it baby

Come & take my heart tonite
cause it's u I've been waitin' for all the while
come & take my heart tonite
make me whole again

I see clouds filling up the moon
& the greens turnin' into blue & faded
I would say things were wrong & now I'm missin' u
I will have to make amends cause it'll be till the end

do u think I would stop for what I've been leavin' out these nights
girl I've been cravin' u'd be mine all mine
u are all that have made my life, I won''t let u down this time
baby I want u back here in my life forever



Lyrics | Edge Of Fire lyrics - Whole Again lyrics

My new baby!!

Today followed Zhao and Palapes to JS and CK shop. Heard that Zhao planned to buy a new electric guitar. He's been searching for few products but haven't try before. So..we went to the shops to try out DIME electric guitars. Seriously...I like it's outfit...so freaking rock man..really suite for hard and metal rocker. Anyway..I have bought a new baby few months ago and it cost me a lot..so I can't buy anymore lu T.T

So..Zhao tried the guitar and told me that the tone is too metal. Indeed, when you at this kind of guitars..it's really go for metal. Later, I tried the guitar too..and it's true..too metal but I really like it since I'm a metal fans. However, since I have to play variety of music..I still perfer my new baby..haha!! Heard the teacher said that new stock will be coming up next month. So..wish Zhao can find his new baby la.. By the way..saw the Endless Eternal's vocalist, Haoto works at JS shop as a music teacher. Lol...like their songs so so much and normally see her on stage only but now first time seeing her in front of me and talk to me..and she looks pretty too..hehe^^

Later, we went to CK shop to see other guitars. Saw many Multieffects at there..but mostly cost 1.4k++. Found the POD X3 live and it cost 2.2k...walao eh...how long shall I take to save my money to buy it leh..sigh..

Finally, just wanna share my new baby with everyone..bought it at Mahogany 2 months ago and it cost me RM2.8k. Actually it only cost RM2.4k but it is only for silver colour but..I perfer black colour. So, end up I have to pay 400bucks more..damn..



PRS Tremonti SE!! I just call it Tremonti....my new brother..it will go for war together with me by next year..haha^^

I'm back!!!

Finally....after this whole freaking busy semester..I'm back!! It's been a long time that I did not update my blog. Maybe this semester is too busy for me or...lazy blogging gua~~ There are so many things happen on me during this 2nd half year(or this year). Maybe what people say is true, 21st is the time you change your life..to become a man. Lol...got too many things to share, don't know where to start.

Firstly, think I have a quite wonderful journey this year. At the beginning, I start from a normal guy who singing alone and finally came to the big stage to show out my talent to everyone. Maybe for the professional out there..it's not that big deal but how many people will get the chance to sing their own song in front of 1000+ audience? and hear they shout on you even they don't know you? I really appreciate it a lot....it's really fun and so excited to be on stage. However, recently...I seldom have that feeling anymore. Don't know why..maybe when I started to be serious on the stage performance..I will have my own fulfillment. Although audience still think I have brought out a nice performance, but I still not satisfy with myself...still I'm not good enough..still can perform better. Maybe these stuff has caused the pressure on me. Anyway, I know..I like to sing on stage!! This is what I can do before I graduate..I know, the chance will be lesser or even not anymore when I start to work in the future. So..I really appreciate every chance that I have now.

The second things...Hm..even more interesting.. Don't know how...got a bunch of rockers invite me to form a band together. It's my dream to have a band since I'm 16 and...finally, I found it!! Indeed, forming a band is not an easy thing...got many conflict among us. But so far.....we still continue..hopefully this time we have settled all the previous stuff. The most important thing is the process...just wanna tell my bandmates..no matter what..I love you guys. Without you guys...I think I still playing music alone. You all not just as a freind for me but my brothers..

Besides, I think I took too many responsibilities this year...some tasks are not what I want but no choice... I know I have to help them because the societies are the organization who motivate me and bring me up..no matter what..I still have to contribute to them. But me myself facing a lot of problems...the worst is the time management..I still can't manage well on that. Hopefully I can overcome it and..my attitute too..I'm too lazy most of the time. Try to motivate myself everyday but seems like it does not work..sigh..still finding the way~~

Still got a lot of stuff to share...lazy to write now. However, when I think back what happened on me this year...got some happy moments but also sad moments too...maybe this is the part of our life..some difficulties are just a test on me..I know, I can overcome but maybe take long time.. Ya..suddenly think back that I've made 3 wishes during my 21st birthday, have a nice performance during my Dayao09 and have nice band. Guess I have acheived the first two wishes but for the third one....sigh...think it will be never acheive.. Maybe I'm too greedy gua...made so many wishers, don't deserve to have the last one..haha XD. However, I'm glad with what I have now.. The third one just let the God help me decide...

Still got a lot of stories coming up next...hopefully I'll not be lazy to update my blog again la..haha

Photos for Suac Animangaki 2009

Suac Animangaki 2009

Went to the Animangaki 2009 event which held at Sunway University College last 2 days ago(28/06/09). Actually I didn't plan to go there since the venue is so far away from my house, and I have to take public transport to go there lo..the worst is no friend wanna accompany me also(a bit cham =.=)... However, I was attracted those songs which gonna perform by those band. Those were my favourite songs, such as kimi ga iru(OST Initial-D), 1/3 no Junjou no Kanjou(OST Samurai X), Glamarous Sky(OST Nana) and many more.. Some of the songs will be performing by my friends(gotta go there to support also ma). Furthermore, I wanna check it out how the other band perform Glamorous Sky because my band has performed this song before. So, think I gotta go there as my learning trip lo...haha^^

Fortunately, my friend, Kin Hon agreed to accompany me to go there after I begged him for few times. My bro was going with me too after I lied to him that there will be many "leng lui" cosplay in the event.. So, three noob noobs went there by bus lo...take quite long time to get there leh..

When we reached there, a fella asked us to sign in an online game account once we walked into the entrance. So..we just sign in lo.. Then, we walked around and have a look. We felt a bit disappointed lo.. Those cosplay looked weird and no pretty chicks. Besides those toys model and the anime drawing, I don't see any ohter special stuff lo..maybe it was orgenized by the students,consider not bad gua.. And one more things, I noticed that so many Geeks, so called "Otaku" in japanese were there. Some of the organizing committee went up the stage don't know doing what at there...felt like they were 'syok sendiri' at the stage =.=!! Then, I saw David, Sim and Siang Xi has reached there..so we planned to go Sunway Pyramid makan. Guess what?? We have our meal at Sakae Sushi..WooHoo!! Anyway, I also have a chance to have meal with other cool musician like Chris, Seikan, Gary... (p/s: David, Sim, Gary and Siang Xi are from Hybrid while Chris and Seikan are from Endless Eternal)

After that, the gig has started. Hybrid was the opening band. They performed 6 songs. 2 of those songs are my favourite, Kimi Ga Iru and 1/3 no Junjou no Kanjou. Their performance was so nice although I think some of the them played the wrong notes sometimes and the vocalist sang wrong lyrics for some little parts(sorry r my friend..hehe^^) but they were the best overall.. The second band was performed by Flicked Mind. They performed some Tokyo Jihen songs and Doraemon theme songs.. Em..I liked the guitarist but I'm not a fan of Tokyo Jihen and Doraemon neither.. Can't understand that why the audience were so high when the band performed Doraemon( because most of them are Otaku gua...) The third band was a J-Rock metal band, can't remeber their band name.. I like those heavy metal stuff but I noticed that most of the audience not interested in it..that time was so cold man..nobody even care what they were singing but I'm quite enjoy with it.. Lastly, Zeolite performed. The vocalist was a girl and she looked younger than me but her voice sounds so nice. Think I gotta learn something from her. They performed my favourite song, Glamorous Sky..the music arrangement for this song was ok(I still pefer my own band version) but the way she sang the song was nice^^

Finally, the event ended at 6 sth.. So, Kin Hon, my bro and myself quickly rushed out lo.. You know la..we took public transport ma..scare later traffic jam..especially at this time. Conclusion, I have learnt something after seeing the band performances. The way the vocalist performed and the music arrangement for j-rock. Those have brought the inspiration for me in J-rock stuff.. Think I will go those gig again next time.. That's all^^

Hello everyone^^

Hello everyone^^. First time open a blog..still figuring out how to use it (since I damn noob in coputer stuff). Actually I am lazy in blogging but all my friends around are blogging freak. Finally, I was influenced by them..

Hm...can't think of anything to write currently. Hope to post some interesting stuff next time la...

Anyway, just wanna shout out at here, "Rock Never Dies".. haha^^