I'm back!!!

Finally....after this whole freaking busy semester..I'm back!! It's been a long time that I did not update my blog. Maybe this semester is too busy for me or...lazy blogging gua~~ There are so many things happen on me during this 2nd half year(or this year). Maybe what people say is true, 21st is the time you change your life..to become a man. Lol...got too many things to share, don't know where to start.

Firstly, think I have a quite wonderful journey this year. At the beginning, I start from a normal guy who singing alone and finally came to the big stage to show out my talent to everyone. Maybe for the professional out there..it's not that big deal but how many people will get the chance to sing their own song in front of 1000+ audience? and hear they shout on you even they don't know you? I really appreciate it a lot....it's really fun and so excited to be on stage. However, recently...I seldom have that feeling anymore. Don't know why..maybe when I started to be serious on the stage performance..I will have my own fulfillment. Although audience still think I have brought out a nice performance, but I still not satisfy with myself...still I'm not good enough..still can perform better. Maybe these stuff has caused the pressure on me. Anyway, I know..I like to sing on stage!! This is what I can do before I graduate..I know, the chance will be lesser or even not anymore when I start to work in the future. So..I really appreciate every chance that I have now.

The second things...Hm..even more interesting.. Don't know how...got a bunch of rockers invite me to form a band together. It's my dream to have a band since I'm 16 and...finally, I found it!! Indeed, forming a band is not an easy thing...got many conflict among us. But so far.....we still continue..hopefully this time we have settled all the previous stuff. The most important thing is the process...just wanna tell my bandmates..no matter what..I love you guys. Without you guys...I think I still playing music alone. You all not just as a freind for me but my brothers..

Besides, I think I took too many responsibilities this year...some tasks are not what I want but no choice... I know I have to help them because the societies are the organization who motivate me and bring me up..no matter what..I still have to contribute to them. But me myself facing a lot of problems...the worst is the time management..I still can't manage well on that. Hopefully I can overcome it and..my attitute too..I'm too lazy most of the time. Try to motivate myself everyday but seems like it does not work..sigh..still finding the way~~

Still got a lot of stuff to share...lazy to write now. However, when I think back what happened on me this year...got some happy moments but also sad moments too...maybe this is the part of our life..some difficulties are just a test on me..I know, I can overcome but maybe take long time.. Ya..suddenly think back that I've made 3 wishes during my 21st birthday, have a nice performance during my Dayao09 and have nice band. Guess I have acheived the first two wishes but for the third one....sigh...think it will be never acheive.. Maybe I'm too greedy gua...made so many wishers, don't deserve to have the last one..haha XD. However, I'm glad with what I have now.. The third one just let the God help me decide...

Still got a lot of stories coming up next...hopefully I'll not be lazy to update my blog again la..haha