WEAK!!!!

just left bout' 7 days to the financial closing....I'm still the same, can't produce anything. Seeing all the people around me has qualify for the convention trip...but I'm still at the same pace. I know....I can't blame for everything...but I'm really scare....lack of energy and lack of confidence. I'm just too weak. wanna find someone to talk to....but nobody there. Thinking to talk to you.......but haiz....having war again~~~

*end up.....crying alone~~~*

No matter what...I must not give up!!!!! 7 days left...

A Happy Day

Was really really excited today. Get to see my honey this evening. It's been around 1 month that I didn't see her. She's at the hometown for this long long long semester break while I was busy working and preparing the gig which held last night. She came back to KL last night cuz' was having an external paper exam this afternoon. I knew, she's been so hardworking for the exam and finally.....she PASSED!! hooray =)

Although just manage to meet you up for less than 2 hours =( but.....you do made my day^^ Will come to visit you for next 2 weeks le....keke.

Anyway, will update bout' my performance at the SUKMA 2011 once I got the photos. I came out a side project, 'Jack In The Box'. Stay tune =)

Gig at SUKMA 2011 Closing Ceremony

hey guys....I'm going to perform at SUKMA 2011 Closing Ceremony tonight with my new side project, "JACK In The Box". Location will be at Mini Stadium Majlis Sukan Negara Malaysia, Bukit Jalil. It just located beside the Bukit Jalil National Stadium. Anyway...although it's not the national stadium..but it still looks huge for me. I went to there for sound check yesterday and I was stunt!! OMG...its like having a mini concert...and we are the only guest performance for live band.

So...we will be performing 7 songs tonight. The list are:
1. Mimpi yang sempurna - Peterpan
2. Just Dance - Lady Gaga
3. Always be my baby - David Cook
4. Monsoon - Tokio Hotel
5. Time is running out - Muse
6. Demi Cinta - Kerispatih
7. Without you - Own composed song

Alright...so these are the details:
time: 7.30pm
entrace: FREE!!!
venue: Mini Stadium Majlis Sukan Negara Malaysia, Bukit Jalil

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so what are you waiting for??

I'm Sick

argh..I'm sick again. Sore throat...my voice gone!! Can I recover within this 2 weeks? My next performance is coming soon. Some more I gotta do a recording on next Tuesday =(

My right eyes...swollen again...don't know why. This is the 2nd time. Hopefully is not serious =(

wish myself can recover faster. *praying*

When A Rocker Meets An Angel =)

This is a story bout' how a rocker meets an angel...

One day,
a rocker went into the library....
He saw a girl who looks familiar in front of him.
They passed by and gave a glance on each other.
Something funny is, actually the rocker turned back..
And looked at her again....
But the girl never notice bout' it..till now I guess >.<

Later on..
the rocker found out that the girl added him earlier in Facebook.
The rocker took the first step,
And they both became friends since then....
The girl is pretty, cute, caring..
of cuz'..she is as shy as other girls too
But...
the most important is
The rocker found his way home when he looks into her eyes.
She's like the sun,
which gonna break the dawn,
gives him the energy to live on every day.
She's like the moon,
which shinning brightly in the night,
shows him the light whenever he is in the dark.
She's like the shooting star,
shinning brightly in the velvet sky,
Bringing him the joy and happiest moment.
She's just like..
an Angel for him,
always be the first one to give him,
courage and caring.
It's so touching,
melted his heart...

After
don't know how many months..
The rocker fell in love with the angel,
and the angel fell in love with him too..
and then....
They hold their hands...
Started their very own new chapter..
together.

end

Of course..the ROCKER is me >< yea...the story may sounds like very old or not interesting but..it's my true story^^. We started bout' 3 months++ ago. I felt really happy when I'm with her. When I'm with her, I feel like I was surrounded by the comfort...it's something hard to describe with words. I like the moment when the first thing that I look at her morning sms greeting once I wake up in the morning. I enjoy the moment when she messaged me every night before she is going to sleep. I like the moment when she reminds me to have my lunch and dinner earlier everyday. She is so cute sometimes..and makes me think of her everyday. She will give me a sudden message when I think of her^^ She just like my angel, send from up above and show me the love <3

Karyee and myself!
(like this photo the most..was taken while we were eating during Zau's bday celebration)

Yup...so the angel that I was talking about is the girl in the picture ><

Honey..although we just started not long ago but..I glad that I've found you in my life. Thanks for your caring and be the one who support me always. I enjoy the moment when I was staring at your face. Every time I look into your eyes, I see our future in an instant. I think I've found my way home. I know that it might sound more than a little crazy but...I do believe, I knew I loved you before I met you and I think, I dreamed you into my life. Maybe I'm too noob sometimes, and we quarrel alot >.<. But I do believe, things will get better. I wish that you could be the one that I'm gonna spend my life with. I wanna love you with every breath that I have.

Heart you honey...thanks =)