What am I thinking.....?

Guess I've been thinking a lot lately....worry, worry and worry =( lots of negative thinking in my mind.. Tried to make myself happy a bit. Watch TV, play games, hang out with my gang but....still the same.. What happen to me? Anyone can tell? Am I having depression??

Wish I know what I'm thinking....everything will be fine =x


God bless~ =)

You'll never know~~

so many many many things that I wanna tell ya....

I wish that you can understand my situation
I wish that you can understand how hard is my job
I wish that you are the only one who support me when I'm down
No matter how my parents disagree with what I'm doing...
even if only you just one, already enough to make me have the courage to go on further
I wish that you are the one who pamper me back when I'm sad
I wish that you can trust me more
I wish that you know I'm working hard to have a better future for us
I wish that you know...you are the only motivator for me to drive on
I wish that you can control your temper sometimes
I wish that you can talk to me
I wish that you know how much I miss you when you not around
I wish that
I wish that.......






I wish that
you know how much....
I love you
and....
it never change.

but guess....you'll never know~~

WEAK!!!!

just left bout' 7 days to the financial closing....I'm still the same, can't produce anything. Seeing all the people around me has qualify for the convention trip...but I'm still at the same pace. I know....I can't blame for everything...but I'm really scare....lack of energy and lack of confidence. I'm just too weak. wanna find someone to talk to....but nobody there. Thinking to talk to you.......but haiz....having war again~~~

*end up.....crying alone~~~*

No matter what...I must not give up!!!!! 7 days left...

A Happy Day

Was really really excited today. Get to see my honey this evening. It's been around 1 month that I didn't see her. She's at the hometown for this long long long semester break while I was busy working and preparing the gig which held last night. She came back to KL last night cuz' was having an external paper exam this afternoon. I knew, she's been so hardworking for the exam and finally.....she PASSED!! hooray =)

Although just manage to meet you up for less than 2 hours =( but.....you do made my day^^ Will come to visit you for next 2 weeks le....keke.

Anyway, will update bout' my performance at the SUKMA 2011 once I got the photos. I came out a side project, 'Jack In The Box'. Stay tune =)

Gig at SUKMA 2011 Closing Ceremony

hey guys....I'm going to perform at SUKMA 2011 Closing Ceremony tonight with my new side project, "JACK In The Box". Location will be at Mini Stadium Majlis Sukan Negara Malaysia, Bukit Jalil. It just located beside the Bukit Jalil National Stadium. Anyway...although it's not the national stadium..but it still looks huge for me. I went to there for sound check yesterday and I was stunt!! OMG...its like having a mini concert...and we are the only guest performance for live band.

So...we will be performing 7 songs tonight. The list are:
1. Mimpi yang sempurna - Peterpan
2. Just Dance - Lady Gaga
3. Always be my baby - David Cook
4. Monsoon - Tokio Hotel
5. Time is running out - Muse
6. Demi Cinta - Kerispatih
7. Without you - Own composed song

Alright...so these are the details:
time: 7.30pm
entrace: FREE!!!
venue: Mini Stadium Majlis Sukan Negara Malaysia, Bukit Jalil

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so what are you waiting for??