You are not alone!!

Just got a phone call from my closest dude..after I listened what he told me...I also don't know what can I do for him. I felt the sad feeling just like him too. Maybe we both are the same type. Still remember he cried on the phone..It is the first time that he cried in front of me. All this while I thought he is very strong cuz' he is the one who always protect me when we were kids. But I can feel...he is very down right now. It's really really a shocking news when he told me he has broke up with her. "How come? I thought all this while you both are very sweet?" I said. In this world, there's really really hard to find a perfect match. But if you found one, you really have to appreciate it. Tried to don't let it go. I can see....you are a nice guy just like me(lol...cuz' we are from the same gene huh?) You put a lot of effort...but things are...it just happened like that. It's part of our life..just a test for us. What I can say is...maybe she's not your 'the one'. You are young...I bet that you can find a better one. But..anyway,don't change the way you are right now. Some of my friends has became playboy once they broke up with the one they love the most. I just care you...don't follow my friends footsteps k?

sigh...I do wish to give you some good advice just now but...even me also same as you..still haven't recover yet..I really felt the sadness not long ago just the same as yours right now. By the way, you are not alone. I'm always be with your side. Anything..I will do it for you. It's time for me to protect you. You are not alone..be strong. We will work hard together k? See you on this saturday then we will have beer for whole night...chill^^

2010!!!

Yea^^...today is 1/1/2010!! A brand new year!!

Let's review what I have done last year..hmm.. In the first half year..everything quite good..have my first big performance, form a band, started to have performance at outside, academic result still not bad tho'.. but the next half year...not really well..band crisis, too pressure with all my task,working hard on my study and the saddest thing happen just one month ago~~sigh.. Anyway, still got some excited stuff..doing video live recording and recently got my music job. Consider not bad already right?

Now..have to continue my goal which haven't achieve last year..have to work hard starting from now!! Don't wanna think of other stuff anymore...put more effort working on my target!! LOL..i only know how to say but..hopefully I can have more confidence on myself..really work on it this time. Suddenly felt I'm old already..gotta be 22 in next 10 days..no time for me to waste anymore. Haha..think I got this motivation after watching a new Japanese drama, Buzzer Beat. The main character Naoki is a basketball player, always hope that he can be the top player in the future but he can't even be the starting 5 in his team although he is really talented. He is so weak, lack of motivation and confidence too. Even his 2 years long girlfriend find another guy and break up with him but Naoki is really really a nice guy...really love and care for her. His girlfriend just can't understand him. After that, Naoki really work hard and there's a pretty girl really support her. She is a musician. They both encourage each other and believe that they can succeed their dream. Finally, they both become a couple and I still remember the ending an old man told the pretty girl..'Love Makes You Strong'. Isn't that cool? LOL..but it's hard to happen in this real world leh.. Anyway, I must believe myself that I can do it. So, let's work hard together my fellas..

Finally, wish myself can have a best performance in the upcoming concert. It meas a lot to me and my bandmates since some of us are going to graduate soon. These also may create chance to have more outside performance. And..since I'm the producer for that concert too..of course I wanna make it the best ever concert in my campus. I really change many ideas instead of doing the same like every year. So,hopefully this time can bring the great impact. Thirdly, wish that my 4th college basketball team can move further..I have started to train myself..really wanna help them to win the title this year. Lastly, this sem is really sucks for me..nobody can guide me doing assignment anymore..everything I have to work it anymore. Hopefully I can get through and get a better result than last year. Happy new Year to everyone...enjoy the wonderful 2010 and follow your dream...way up to our glamorous sky^^

Jason Rockz = Music teacher??

Yea...start working as a part time music teacher this month. Now teaching at Mama Treble Clef Studio at Carrefour, Sri Petaling. The boss and the principal are so friendly and they being quite nice to me. Lol..I always chit chat with the boss when I'm free. He always shared his experience and talk about the local music scence. Since I'm still in the learning stage, I only teach the beginner and lower intermediate level. Currently...only 2 students under me and I also help other teachers do replacement class. Lol..meet different students while doing this replacement class..from 9-25 year old..quite funny tho. Yup...principal promise me that will help me get more students under me as possible...so..I can get higher salary. Currently, my salary is 50% of every student's monthly fees.

Actually..found that my monthly allowance is not enough to me. So, I have to find a part time job but cant work for fix time. So, working as part time music teacher is the best choice for me and..it's my interest as well.. Not bad right? can work what I like and at the same time earn some money. Besides, I can borrow as many books as I like frome the music center. So, I can learn more without wasting money to buy new books. And...teaching the students can help me improve my skills as well...since I lack of time to practice. Now I can make use of my time to practice more while teaching. Yea, I have to take part some performacen which organize by my music center also. Not bad huh?

ya..forgotten to tell you guys..I'm teaching guitar(acoustic,classical,electric) on every Saturday.. So if you guys interested to learn from me..just go to Mama Treble Clef Studio and book my time..just tell them you want Jason to teach...haha^^



inside Mama Treble Clef Studio

I'm Sick!!

haiz.....seldom have this serious kind of sick since 6 months ago. That time was having lung infection and cause me lay down on the bed for few days. This time don't know what I have eaten..cause me Diarrhea and vomit for whole night. The next day, got headache, dehydration and muscle pain..was sleeping for whole day...don't feel like wake up. Now, I can't sleep because have been slept for around 16 hours just now.. Maybe what my parents said were true...I always lack of sleep so when sickness strike on me...I will easily down and need more sleeps...

anyway,I'm feeling better now...hopefully I can get well soon..

Charco!!

Finally...gave back the Charco to Cembery. Charco has been accompanying me for 1 month++. Anything I also tell Charco...no matter sad or happy stuff. If Charco alive..really hope that it can deliver what I want to say to Cembery. Lol..I rather talk to a soft toy than telling Cembery..why I so useless huh?

Charco...can you tell her how I feel?? Goodbye Charco...

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